I've given you My Everything

2010-10-31T18:57:00.002+08:00

My heart to you is given, Oh, do give yours to me; We'll lock them up together; And throw away the key. Two Souls, One heart.
You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly and you my dear is imperfect person and i love you just the way you are.

2010-10-17T00:37:00.006+08:00

Big Cupcake that bought from my besties, eqaa and naddy. Thanks guys.

Favourite Present that give from baby. I love it dear..

Open up the present that baby give to me.

Last minute SnapShot before went back home. hahas.

Abang Nico Just finish wash up and ape lagi, *zzzzzzzzzzzzz*

Didos && JaJa

Together Since 13 May 10.

Cute Lah baby aku nie.. hahas.

MY BESTIES!! lOVE THEM BOTH!

i LOVE MY SAYANG ALOT.. MUACKS! YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART BABY..

2010-10-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

Picture ketinggalan ! hahahs.. !

2010-10-09T01:12:00.005+08:00

PhotoShoot with baby somewhere in Singapore.. Fuhh! Lawa giler! i loike! Iloveyou baby. Lagipun nie birthday present in advance from kakak's baby. Thanks akak! ;)

2010-09-29T02:17:00.003+08:00

yyiiippppeeee ! burstday nak dekat . Lagi 13 days left. hehehhe.. hurhur! And lagi buat aku HAPPY GILER is that dapat jumpe baby in 6 days left! cant wait..! Boleh celebrate burstday jaja and celebrate monthsary jaja dgn baby.. hurhur! For the monthsary nye present is very special. jaja nak buat kejutan for my baby! heheh..
baby, ayang sayang baby sangat! you're very special to me baby! =))

2010-09-27T00:45:00.009+08:00

Outing with Naddy Waddy at Henderson Wave on the 25 of september.

My favourite place seyy ! hehehhe..

2010-09-16T01:56:00.005+08:00

Outing with Baby, Afik, Abang Nico and Abang Nico friends. went Somerset and dhouby Ghaut.

2010-09-16T01:44:00.014+08:00

Our 4th Monthsary at VIVO CITY !

Love my baby very much !

LEFT OUT PICS.

2010-08-28T00:17:00.005+08:00

2010-08-27T17:18:00.017+08:00

2010-08-27T15:08:00.002+08:00

My One and Only Love

I was lost in some fantasy. When i saw you standing near me and i can't believe this all is a reality. And am gonna love you till eternity. Eventhough you'll be walking on fire, am gonna hold you hand. Till will be difficult and you'll be tired. am gonna make the time slip sand. I'll love you and love solely. You'll be my one and only. I never felt this way before. Its not just happiness, its so much more. In love there's only gain.
Eventhough you will facing hard time, i am gonna somehow make you smile. Life is sometimes weet, sometimes sour as a lime but i'm gonna walk with you thousand miles. I'll face the world with you boldly. You're be my one and only. I never saw anyone except you in my dreams. I am not lying, its the truth if it seems. If i have to share my heart, you'll have the biggest part.
Eventhough you life will be full of thorns, i only give you roses. When your life full of wears and torns, i'll be there for you and you know this. I'll never leave you so coldly. You'll be my one and only.

2010-08-26T02:06:00.006+08:00

Kalu i get the dress.hmmm.. WOW! lawa giler seyy.. hais.. Got money buy ahh. hmm. Dress baik ahh.. hmm..

2010-08-25T01:45:00.000+08:00

2010-08-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

Best tadi spent time with baby.. hurhur! Meet baby at vivo then go where i also dont know. After break-fast then go this one park. Lagi i tak tahu name park tu. LOL..

Today, meet baby lagi..! YAHOO !! Go geylang..Break-Fast kat sane then jalanjalan till night && ya, also buy something..

BABY, AYANG NAK DENGDENG !!

2010-08-24T12:42:00.002+08:00

Later meet baby ! hurhur ! Cant wait.. Meet him at vivo city at 5.40pm. I think his from work then straight meet me. hmmm.. mesti baby penat ehh?? Then break fast together then jalan2 with him.
Iloveyou baby! You shine from the light of the sun.
i cant get it why people jealous or whatever shit when im with him?? i still dont get it. I dont want anyone not even one person ruin my relationship. For once, i want a happy relationship and i know every relationship have its own ups and downs but i hope we can settle this thru together in a better way if we had a fight.
I dont want to lose someone that i love for the second time. Last time is my ex and its just because of one person eeverything ruin and NOW, I DONT WANT IT HAPPEN AGAIN !

BITCHES OUT THERE OR BOYS AND GIRLS, ARE TOU CLEAR WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY ?!! I DONT WANT ANY INTERRUPTION !

Thank you for your time reading and your understanding or cooperation.. i appreciate alot. !

2010-08-23T22:08:00.004+08:00

RUDIE ACKERLEY,

I never knew you were another friend but when i got to know you, i let my heart unbend. I couldnt help past memories that would only make me cry. I had to forget my first love and give love another try. So, i've fallen in love with you && i'll never let you go. I love you more than anyone else. I just had to let you know and if you ever wonder why, i dont know what i'll say but i'll never stop loving you each and everyday. My feelings for you will never change. Just know my feelings are true. Just remember one thing, ILOVEYOU, BABY!

JAJA YASHUKIE && RUDIE ACKERLEY

23 AUGUST 2010

2010-08-22T00:56:00.002+08:00

Just back from Geylang && Orchard with Muhammad Nur Syazwan and the gang. LoLs. Reach paya lebar, Syazwan fetch me then meet up with his gang at Geylang foodcourt where Geylang supermarket held. hmm. After break fast and do what so ever, i kinda fight with him about attitude.. Dont change attitude lahh. Tak suke your attitude now. gggrrrrr..~ hope you change my dear. Then go Orchard nak kene jalan nie. wahh! ~ penat siaa. dari cityhall go orchard. lenguh kaki me. haiyoo.. Next time, take public transport pleasee..*pity face*. Go far east cause his friend wanna buy shoe but too bad the shop closed. lols. Lastly before went back, We ate Chicken Porridge at KFC.. Tahnks my dearr for the treat.. Appreciate alot. =) Btw, tadi tak take pic ehh. Hais !

Okay Folks! im done with my updates. hehehe. Love typing but hate to think. los. toodles.!

2010-08-11T20:26:00.007+08:00

Outing with my ex, abai and all his friends. Not all lah, a few of his fellow friends. Go watch fireworks @ Marina. hurhur ~ pweetypweety ! hehe.. fireworks pic only a little cause he took video of the fireworks instead of taking pic. *sad*

2010-08-11T20:12:00.017+08:00

YOUTH OLYPICS GAMES CEREMONY @ MY SCHOOL WITH ALL MY CLASSMATES.

ON 8 OF AUGUST 2010

2010-08-07T16:16:00.007+08:00

Thursday, on the 5th august. wow! bad luck sia.. BODOH ahh that NEA. cb ! After go library seaching about the singapore founder, go mcdonald at bedok then go smoke with my friends. after smoke we throw the butt inside the drain out of sudden, the NEA came to us then me and my friends kena saman. cb lahh !. hmm.. how to get the money that much?? hmm..

2010-07-18T18:43:00.002+08:00

Long time didnt update my blog. hehe.
Yesterday meet my baby.. He fetch me and guess what?? he bought for me flower and chocolate. and i were surprised. hehe. then Go marina square. semua confident ade firework. lagilagi baby. hahas. but takde firework. hahs. then go sengkang park and bawah blok rumah dhe lepak. At sengkang park he give me a ring and there's his name on it. wow! so sweet my babyboy. hehe.. love him so much.. got to go.. sleepy. zzzzzzzzzzzzz....

2010-07-05T22:39:00.010+08:00

Last Saturday when to yagga town with osha. Go cineleisure, buy stud. eat at Lucky plaza, Ayam Penyek ria then lepaking for awhile then chow!.

2010-07-01T01:16:00.004+08:00

Baby, i'm so sorry

2010-06-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

Baby I’m so sorry i hope you’re happy. Baby I’m so sorry, as long as you can smile, i’m fine. sometimes i wonder about what’s going on with you. even if you have someone else in mind, as long as you keep that bright smile on your face. it’ll hurt, but i’ll be okay. Baby I’m so sorry please forgive me now. Baby I’m so sorry. my memories become blurry from my tears, my love. i want to keep all the good memories in my heart. i wont ever let go of your hand again. I just wand a be with u baby. can u tell me please What should I do? i can’t express how much i hated it with words instead of saying i love you, i said i’m sorry. i keep saying that, 100 times, 1000 times if you hear me out, i’ll let it all go and kneel infront of you like this. there’s no way i could say i’d forget you. i only know you even one picture with you. i can’t throw it away, and i just look at it probably if it wasn’t you loving some one again.

2010-06-22T21:13:00.002+08:00

Currently at home right now. Hmm.. Actually should meet osha at lot1 but i cancel the plan and i think she mad at me. Sorry Osha! I cancel the plan cause someone hurt me alot, just now in the afternoon. hmm.. hais! Life! Argh! Cant take it anymore. What should i do?? walau! okayokay, back to what im going to said. hmm.. Can't wait on the 24th. My result is out. Scared! hope i pass. hmm... && today is my mum and Nad Birthday. Wish them already. Love them Lots & Lots. hehe. Then got Secondary School pit but they didnt update me. WTF sey.. hais! && Should i go My ITE outing? hmmm. still thinking. My head spin me right round. lols. Okay lorh. gtg now. Toodles. Just wait for the next post aites.

2010-06-21T01:26:00.002+08:00

I feel like i'm gonna give up everything. Everything i had right now, love, life and so on.. This few days i felt restless like hell. i dont know why.. hais! Argh! RESTLESS!

2010-06-14T01:25:00.004+08:00

On the saturday && and that was on the 12, Keluar dengan baby! We went Shaw house(Lido) watch movie, KARATE KID. The movie is kinda funny. hahahs. After watch movie, eat KFC at Far east Plaza, guess what i eat more then him.lols. heheh. After that go Clarke Quay, lepaking there till 2am i think. Then go marina square lepaking at rooftop till the next morning. Then go home. baby sent me home. So one whole day spending time with baby. Yeah! i enjoy it.. Thanks baby for everything. Love you! muacks!

2010-06-10T00:03:00.003+08:00

Sorry, im a random perrson when i got bored. LOls.
Cause there's nothing to update about. heheh. but I just popup something on mind.
Just read k...

My personality and about my true self && Life;
> Mature
> Reasonable
> Honest
> Give good advice
> Many people ask for my comment on sort of different issues
> Sometime find myself dilemma when trapped with a problem
> I'm a straightforward
> I'm a true romantic when boyfriend thingy
> About Love, Technically, i'm a very serious about relationship
> I'm concerned about my image
> Friendly
> Humorous
> Full of energy
> open minded && not care minor detail
> Hot temper
> Strongly believe that eventually i can win someone heart
> Always want to do things in my way at certain time

i love to talk about myself. heheh random girl!

2010-06-07T18:22:00.004+08:00

Me and Baby went to Ang Mo Kio pasal ade kenduri, mama and mimi nye birthday and some more ade kude kepang performances. Group tak tahu ahh.. tahu tengok je.. lols. So..We went by bus. Tak naik train pasal malas. lagi lambat.. Go there kenduri then eat and watch the performances. hehe.. There's 2 video that recorded by me and my adik angkat. haha.. sekejap je. pasal orang block the view ahh. hehe. So enjoy! Btw

Happy Birthday MaMa and MiMi!

2010-06-06T01:33:00.020+08:00

On the 3rd June went out with Kaka Ana, Adik and me. We wnet Lot1, Far East pLaza, Paragon and lastly Grandlink. Buy alot of stuff. hehe. Kak Ana treat me and my adik. Yeah!
Then at Grandlink meet my beloved guy, Taufik. heheheh.. We had alot of fun and enjoy ourselves. Yeah! There's nothing much for me to said anyway so there's some photo of me and the rest. Enjoy!

2010-05-30T17:46:00.002+08:00

I can't believe i sacrifice my love. Eventhough its hard for me but i can't do anything cause e's really love and need her. I hope she will accept you, taufik. I know she loves you and need you but she's not confident in herself and relationship. i wanna settle this in proper and mature way. Dear, you should sound her again whether she accept you or not. if she accept you then let go of me. If not then chose whether you want to wait for her or move on with your life. I just have to tabah, redha and accept what's going to happen next. T-T

2010-05-27T16:20:00.003+08:00

Should i accept him(taufik) back? hmm.. But he don't want people know about it. Why?? i'm still wondering. hais!

2010-05-26T13:27:00.002+08:00

Currently now in school. Hahah. Not study but facebooking and update blog only. haha. lazy ahh to study. Today actually go home at 5 but i blah at 3 cause layan my bestie. Biase lah ade orang ketige dalam diri nye. paham paham je lah.. hmm. my bestie wants to go karaoke at grandlink then she want me ade at there so i go there with my friend(guy), Fizan. hehe.. So i hope later we had fun together but not only fizan there but also my bestie guy. so total 4 plus me. So insyallah gerek ahh later. i think. hahaha=) okay lah.. go to go lahh. nak chow go my break then blahh meet them.

2010-05-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

we’ve been together for about 2months plus and now you and me its over because of misunderstanding. i takde niat nak buat you sakit hati atau sedih. i just want my revenge kat my ex. i just need a second chance dear, to prove that i really love you and want to be with you forever. I know what i did is wrong but everyone do make a mistake. No one relationship is perfect. I’m sorry of what i did to you. please forgive me. And i will wait for you. I won’t giveup cause i know i want you and need you in my life. you’re everything to me baby. Please come back to me.

2010-05-21T23:28:00.003+08:00

i just came back from my outing with my close friend(abai). hehe. accompany him go change size shoe at Queensway then go Henderson wave and after that go mamam(eat) long john at vivo. tiring lah. Especially Henderson Wave. WoW! Abai so sweaty like bathing. hahahaha..But we had fun though. Nak keluar dari tempat tu punye lah scary. haiyoo. we go out thru forest. so funcking dark. Scaaaarryy.. Then go vivo pulak. Eating. hmm. i belanje him eating. kecian lahh. heheh.. as long as he enjoy then im okay with it.hmm..
That all for now. nak facebooking lah. hehhehe.. Toodles.. =)

2010-05-17T11:30:00.008+08:00

Last Saturday i went to Town(Orchard) With Osha.. Macam2 people we saw.. Who? (go to osha blog i read) hahaha. lazy to elaborate lahh. First stop, Cineleisure buy osha nose stud. Then go mamam at Ngeee Ann KFC. Sentiase Osha treat me. sabar k osha.. next time is my turn to treat you k.. Then lepaking lahh all the way. Lastly, lepaking with olis and his friends. WTF, they drink. ape lagi join. secawan je. hahahah.. k gtg but there's some photo of me and Osha. Enjoy!

♥ ♥

2010-05-14T20:29:00.009+08:00

Yesterday, i had a great time with baby. & happy 2nd monthsary. (130310)
Here are some photo that me and baby took.

HAPPY 2nd MONTHSARY

Sayang, you have always been in my thoughts everyday, every hour, every minute, every seconds. Its been quite sometime since i ever met someone who is so sweet with the way he treats me. You are so caring. Those little scolding of you towards me show that how caring you are towards my everything. Especially on the day i got sick. From the first day we met, i never thought i could fall so deeply for you. So deep that every where i go, everything i do, would just make me think about you. I've always wanted to see you again when we everytime depart. I always miss you, every time we're not together as in you're not beside me, even just a second we are apart.

2010-05-10T20:09:00.006+08:00

" My ownskin like FCUK! i dont know what im going to do with it. Stress seyy.. Let it be ahh! "

♥ ♥

2010-05-04T20:32:00.004+08:00

HurHur ~ tomorrow meet baby.. hmm.. this few days msg him, i thought he diamkan diri but now i know his batt low and his charger at sengkang house. fuhh! love kamu lahh baby. So.. tomorrow meet baby take charger at sengkang house after that go to my work place, check my schedule then go jalanjalan with baby.. miss him giler lahh seyy.. can't wait to meet sayang.. hehehs.!

2010-05-02T00:56:00.002+08:00

hias! harihari kene marah with him. add orang kat tagged pun kene marah. hais! tak habishabis kene marah.. kadangkadang binget pulak..eeerrrrr!

2010-05-01T22:34:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, lepaking(tibetibe) with baby, tuutii, sepet, azri, fid, afiq at 10pm till 6 in the morning. hmm.. tired but fun. =) But i'm mad with baby cause he let me waited like 1hour plus. eeeerrrr!!! till nak gaduh dengan dhe.. Binget ahh. Benci seyy tunggu orang nore than an hour. But whatever it is, i had fun thought. Then accompany baby sent his things at home. I thought setakat sent but dhe nak mandi lah nie tu lah till he made me fell asleep. hahaha! gi mams! =) Alermak! my key and my makeup powder tetinggal at his house. arghh!

2010-04-24T10:20:00.019+08:00

Go JB with my office friends! Its fun but bored cause of the tour guide. hahahaha.=)

2010-04-06T15:59:00.010+08:00

Saturday outing with Osha at Yagga Town Baby!

2010-03-29T14:36:00.001+08:00

i'm Scared you change, baby! I'm scared! T-T

2010-03-22T19:10:00.002+08:00

I miss pendek veryvery the much. heehs! hope can meet him again. =) Today is my last day update my blog. hmm.. what i mean is for the past 2weeks my bro go korea. He went there cause his supervisor sent him there. Then i got to play comp for this 2weeks and today night he's back. hais! so.. today is my last day so i inform this to you all. Next update will be late so wait k my people. Especially the one who always view my blog. heehs =) i loveyou all. *huggies* Next update i promise it will be fascinating stories. hees. =D so, that all for now people. takecare k. Loveyou all! *kisses* =D

2010-03-22T17:30:00.004+08:00

PENDEK THANKS FOR THE RIDE. I HAD FUN WITH YOU THOUGH. HOPE TO MEET YOU AGAIN! *WINK*

2010-03-21T22:46:00.006+08:00

To: BabyBoy,

Sayang, i have something to tell you. But i don't know how. Its about my feelings that i hide it from you. Before i tell you, promise me that you won't get angry or such. Actually, i'm not ready to be in a relationship. I know after you read this, you'll be shock. Whatever you wanna say after that, i will just listen. I know, i'm in a wrong. But the reason i don't wanna tell you in the first place it's because, i don't want to hurt your feeling. I know how deep/strong your love towards me. & i can't bear to see you hurt. I love you too, dearest! Don't get me wrong, after i tell you this. & baby, i still want this relationship to continues. I'm telling you this, it's because i don't wanna hide any weird feelings from you. I promise, i will make this feeling fade away. If you're wondering how, i will ignore this feeling and be strong. Whenever i'm with you, this feeling will be gone. You make me happy, when i'm by your side. I'm sorry, if i hurt your. Superb sorry, baby ):

XOXO, BabyGirl

!!

2010-03-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today, baby ask to accompany him go MCYS with his mummy. wah! must report there at 930am. I were so fucking sleepy seyy but what to do, baby want me to accompany him. just go then. I'm waiting for him to finish the MCYS thingy like around 3hours seyy. Then terserempak Awoii Sempoi. hahs! =D After the MCYS thing, i go pawn shop at ang mo kio with baby. Today very fucking hot seyy. After do what me and him should do, we go changi village to eat. hahs! "Very far seyy baby." But what to do, baby sake mah. Just go. After eating, we lepaking at pantai. hees. "Romantic lah baby nie. Love it!" When lepaking suddenly raining seyy. hahs. I go baby place sent him then he sent to mrt station. hmmm... today, gerek ah! lol !

2010-03-17T18:19:00.006+08:00

To: Muhammad Firdaus
Why so difficult for you to tell how old are you? you make me confused since the first day i get to know you and till now. you know that, baby? you tua ke mude ke, i boleh buat ape? i cant do anything. Like people said love is regardless of age. I'm sorry if i've been rude with you and so on. Then bile otp, you marah i bile tak bebual and bile i bebual pun kene marah then what should i do? No need to talk to you? thats what you want? Senang kate tau baby, if you hate my attitude, tell me the truth. T-T *SobSob*

2010-03-15T22:12:00.002+08:00

After school, baby want to meet for awhile at bedok. Then when i reach already, he gave a ferrero rocher. Macam tahutahu je i like ferrero rocher je. hees. Then me, baby, his friends and my friends go lepak after that the hillarious part is he eat the ferrero rocher that he gave me . hahahah. "ape lah baby nie. Baby give ayang then you eat the ferrero rocher first. hahaha!"
Sayang baby alot ! muacks*100!

2010-03-14T00:50:00.003+08:00

Today, i meet my baby boy and his fellow friends. haha, kecokrable lah, baby. "Baby, kalau keluar takmu shoutshout lah. Volume down k. hehe!" But too bad baby must go home early..hmmm..pasal ade probation. hais.. "baik sangat lah baby nie." But nevermind. Before we said goodbye, he gave one gift. i see what is it and like "WOW!". God, nice siah.. hehe! "Thank baby for the gift. I love it!" ILOVEYOU BABY! Muacks,Muacks,Muacks!

2010-03-12T20:40:00.004+08:00

WOW!WOW!WOW! ! JUSTIN BIEBER ! God Dammit, Cute siah this pop ! Biggest Fan siah ! HaHaHaHa!

2010-03-12T19:51:00.010+08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TYPE FOR TODAY. HMMM... LET ME THINK... AROUND 6PLUS I PLAY COMPUTER GAMES AT MSN WITH NAVIN (ON THE LEFT SIDE,WEARING BLACK SHIRT). HIS FRIEND, WOW! CUTE OR WHAT. HAH! JUST COMPLIMENT ONLY! NOT MORE THEN THAT CAUSE I LOVE SOMEONE, KINDA MUCH. HAHAHA . FUNNY SIAH.. BENDE MERPEK SEYY WE PLAY. LOL! GOT TO GO THEN . NEXT TIME I WRITE A BETTER AND PROPER POST K. FOR NOW, TATA!

2010-03-11T19:56:00.004+08:00

Today got test. argh! like what seyy i do. stress. The paper is about only 1hour and so far i see the paper, i can manage to do it all. GREAT or WHAT! Hope i pass the paper and aim A or B. I need good GPA. This coming tuesday is my CSV(Customer Service)test and i'm not even open up my book and study, hahahaa. people said easy but if you study this course/subject, wah! stress liow. Many words then numbers. And some more last week roleplay for CSV sucks. Later got some more roleplay. wah! roleplay giving me crazy and nuts! AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHH!!!!

2010-03-09T20:04:00.005+08:00

You mean the world and everything that I want for. Since i get to know you, apiz
my whole life has been much better than ever before. i know there's always ups and downs, still it doesnt matter now anymore cause i love you more then anyone else. You got a tender sweet love. That weakens me. Its feel kinda funny sometimes. i dont know why. Should i be running? If i give in, gotta win, maybe its time to be making you mine. When i hear your name a chill goes down my back. Can you picture that cause see i really need you, apiz. and its driving me crazy sometimes. Believe this love is meant to be. Will i ever be your lady? i really love you alot. i dont know why i can't forget you and so on. Eventhough you ask me to go on with my life, i still can't, apiz. please understand my feelings.

2010-03-02T22:56:00.006+08:00

My Day with Osha ! Yeah !

2010-02-21T18:58:00.002+08:00

I never really knew you . You were just another friend but when I got to know you , I let my heart unbend . I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry . I had to forget my first love and give love another try So ... I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go . I love you more than anyone . I just had to let you know and if you ever wonder why , I don't know what I'll say but I'll never stop loving you each and every day . My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true . Just remember one thing , I LOVE YOU !But everything over now .. god !!

2010-02-21T16:22:00.003+08:00

When no matter how much we fight and how mad you make i , i always make up and can't help but love you always in anyway and also no matter how hard i try , it's impossible to live without you .

To my Best Friend

2010-02-10T13:45:00.001+08:00

You see right through my pretenses
you look right through my mask
you know just when I need a hug
I never need to ask

You show up when I'm lonely
you stay when I'm depressed
all of my rude comments
you shrug away in jest

You see all my dark
you see all my light
you're always by my side
even when I'm not right

You cheer me when I'm sad
you catch me when I fall
How did you come to earn my trust,
when I trust no one else at all?

2010-02-10T13:25:00.002+08:00

A friend is someone who understands and
someone you can trust.

They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss.
A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong.

They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong.
A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way.

And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray.
A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin.

And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend.

Can i get all this from my new riends ?????
i'm wondering...hmmm...

2010-02-07T21:29:00.004+08:00

2010-01-19T12:17:00.002+08:00

ITS ALWAYS THE SAME OLD STORY;;
i LOVE U,
WE FiGHT,
WE AGRUE BOUT STUPiD THiNGS,
U WALK OUT OF MY LiFE AND WE GO MONTHS WiTHOUT TALKiNG.
THEN JUST WHEN i'M MAKiNG PROGRESS,
U AWALYS HAVE TO DO SUMTHiNG TO TAKE ME BACK TO THE BEGiNiNG.
iTS LiKE AN ENDLESS CYCLE THAT NEVER SEEMS TO END.

2009-12-28T12:00:00.002+08:00

i never knew you were just another friend but when i got to know you putra , i let my heart unbend . i couldnt help my past memories that would only make me cry . i had to forget my first love and give love another try . so i've fallen in love with you and i'll never let you go . i love you more than anyone else . i just had to let you know and if you ever wonder why , i dont know what i'll say but i'll never stop loving you each and every day . My feelings are true . just remember one thing putra , I LOVE YOU !

2009-12-20T16:41:00.003+08:00

2009-12-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

My heart is broken . i feel out of place . words left unspoken
to feel and empty space . our love i thought we had . has slowly grown apart
and now that your gone i have to find the start . it ended so fast but it caused so much pain so much i've lost and it's hard to regain . i thought you loved me
now why did it end cause you had to say lets just be good friends . you say you'll always love me , this the hardest thing to hear thought when i'm by myself
i wish i could dissapear . you don't know what i'm going through to heal a broken heart there is nothing you can do . so i'll cry these tears maybe let out a scream but you need to know now this is the real thing .

2009-12-09T22:00:00.004+08:00

If we ever seperate ,
It'll have to be certain fate .
No matter what,your my best friend ,
As the chant goes'Forever to the end' .
You are my very best friend ...
When we fight ,
I fight tears .
Not to mention my fears of losing you ,
We may grow apart ,
And drift away ,
But I will always remember you as my best friend forever .
Always ,
Like the chant goes ,
Forever 'till the end ,
You'll always be my best friend ,
And i love you and miss you alot .

2009-11-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna be without you , boy . i wish that last farewell is not near . Just today for the entire day . My clumsy heart , please hug it and go . i love you . i need you . baby , althought ti little awkward , we are still loving each other and even though its frightening , the end can be seen . For me , only you boy .

2009-11-06T02:12:00.002+08:00

i carry your heart with me , i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it . anywhere i go, you go , my dear . and whatever is don e, by only m e, is your doing , my darling . i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.i want no world for beautiful , you are my world my true . it's you or whatever a moon has always meant , and whatever a sun will always sing is you . here is the deepest secret nobody knows , here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the tree called life which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart . i carry your heart , i carry it in my heart .

2009-11-06T02:03:00.000+08:00

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.

2009-11-06T01:12:00.001+08:00

Dear , everytime when i'm with you , i felt warm . But the thing is i see your face , you thinking of somthing or someone and when i asked you , you not even answered my question or just said this word " nothing" . Baby , what i did to you till you like this ? sometime i don't know what to do to make you answer my question . Please dear , i love you with all my heart . i don't want to lose you . i'm scared to lose you . i want to be with you forever . every night and day i'm thinking about you . and to let you know that every single night i cry and cry cause of you . i think what a great guy i have and it's so precious to me .

2009-10-06T16:51:00.013+08:00

2009-09-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

Fitz, i don't want our friendship to end . i know you want me back in your life but my instinct said that you haven't end your relationship with her and i know you've been thinking throught wheather you pick her or me and you said you pick her. i want to tell you that which one you pick, it's nothing to do with our friendship.

HAFIZAH LATIFF, you've been ended our friendship for the second time. you know what? your girl is your heart and soul. you will never break her heart or end the r/s. & last thing, for all the things i've done and said, for all the hurt that i've cost you. i hope you will forgive me, fitz, cause that wasn't what i meant to do. if you wanna end this friendship with a lamest reason, up to you then. i will be missing you and love you.

lots of hugs & kisses,
goodbye hafizah latiff

2009-09-10T00:25:00.009+08:00

NAZSRI SHAH

My favourite friend, Naszri shah, he's 17 (2009). what i know about him , he loves to sleep, play soccer and definitely hanging out with his friends. he's loves to hang out with his friends near his house..haha.. Not fair , right?? LOL! He's very sweet guy, of course caring, loving...hmm, dont know yet, nice guy and have a cute face..He loves to make friends with other. He doesnt matter boy or girl. I love to make friend with him.. He love to make people laugh. i LOVE you alot my friend! Eventhough i've not even met him but i know what person he is. JAJA LOVES YOU !

The weird thing is he likes to eat alot but his body still the same.. haha.

I said people , i also the same.. LOL !! For him, he's a short guy but for me he's not. He likes to talk alot once he knows that person . For an example like me..haha! Friends mah! He's a smoker definitely. boys right? standard ahh. kwang3!

I just love my friend here. muahmuahmuah!

That's aLL for NOW About him! cannot more than that. LOL! joking!

LOTS HUGS AND KISSES!

2009-09-09T23:47:00.007+08:00

I want to got out of Singapore!
Leave everything behind,
go to a new world and life.
But i'll miss the ONE that i LOVE
Sigh !

2009-09-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

Whee !!! next month is my birthday . I hope on that day i got a smile on my face.
Guess what ?? In my whole life i've never had sabo bfr . haha.. Hope this year don't have and i hope my schoolmates don't know my birthday. cause on that day i've got my 'N' Level examination. if they all know, i'm death. haha. I hope there's surprises for me. LOL !
i wish i can see my friend , Eyann. miss him lah seyy! ^-^
He said he want to meet me on my birthday. HuHu ! i hope he keep his words.

that all folks ! i really don't have any story. haha.

2009-09-09T19:24:00.005+08:00

2009-09-04T09:49:00.003+08:00

We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

2009-08-31T15:15:00.007+08:00

he was everything dat i had wish upon the star...
Frm that day on our fairytale began...sure there was a set of problems that we have to face but i will always try to make up for my mistakes...i may not be his best and shuweetest girl but i give him my best...he meant everything to me...My life, happiness and my breath...
Whn i hurt him i realli didint mean to...im realli sorie for that...what i want frm that day onwards was to make him happy and smilinq always..i dnt even care about myself... Im willinq to give him my heart if he ever need it...he was my cutest darlinq ever....i just cant have enuf of him...
I only want to be with him and no one else...listening to him kiute voice talkinq to mie was lyke listening to a wonderful lullaby...I cant even be wothout her for a nano second he meant so much to mie...sometimes i will look at his pictures and smile...sometimes tears roll down my cheeks tears of happiness...i just can believe that he is mine....he makes me forget the world..i will always ask him not to leave me alone in this cold world...he's the only precious thing to me in this world....it was the shuweetest thing he had ever done to me...I love him soo much....I always had i always will and will never did not...But everything GONE.

2009-08-17T18:50:00.005+08:00

HeLLo to my Dearest Person.

So far i can see from her that she kinda a great friend, a joker, kind hearted when comes to friends and especially with her gerL. haha . sometime i think how to get along with her . aaarrggghhh !!!

Hmm...guess what ? i had her in my life before. When she with me, she so.....loving and damn f**king caring. i trust her and love her but everything change when she started lying to me saying that she had break with her previous partner but not. WoW ! it is the ferst time i cried for a girl. how im gg to confess my feelings . haiy . what i know in my heart is that I miss her but i don't know why. Everytime when she is mad at me, i just kept quiet and listen. you know how it feels when people hurt ur feelings ? My life in relationship is FULL of bustard and FULL of pain in my ass. haiy. i thought when i'm with her as a partner, everything is gg to change to a better life but its still the same. After a few days, she's breaking up with me and gave me reasons saying that she's not ready to be with me. its fine with me but if you think back positively why she want me in her life and when im in her life why she lied to me? hmmm... i kept thinking about this. whatever it is only she's got the answer.

2009-08-17T14:35:00.002+08:00

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I'd be your everything and you'd be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
watching him bring tears to your eyes

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I'd be your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
All words I sing about
All the letters I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
Is when i get closer to you
I know that there is someone else, but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I'd be your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
Let me be the one you share your hopes and dreams with
You'll never be alone again, cuz' I will hold you endlessly
Please don't be afraid to let your broken heart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby!!

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I'd be your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

2009-08-17T14:33:00.002+08:00

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do

2009-08-11T16:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO Humble Boy.

I still miss you. I really don't know why. As much as i've tried to move on. I really just can't stop thinking about you. I know even if I start to talk to you about all this again. You'll say i'm stubborn and why can't I just get over this. I myself don't know either. Never once in my life, A boy like you has made such an impact. but afterall, I don't think you have me in your heart anymore or maybe you even have someone else in your heart alr. Even if there's a chance. I really just want to talk to you but I just don't know how and where to start. Many memories still linger including the one you said that you think I didn't love you. Well, I just want to let you know that I meant what I said in my long text and that I really did love you. and even now I still do. Hope you'll how I feel after you read my post. Miss you much humble boy.

2009-07-23T19:08:00.002+08:00

I just want to be a GIRL,
you TALK ABOUT.
the ONLY one
that you couldnt LIVE WITHOUT..
To be the one who makes
your HEART beat CRAZY
and for you to said
to your FRIENDS "SHE"S MY BABY."

Many people said that LOVE hurts. hmm..its not actually. For an example >> Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Everyone confused this things with LOVE but IN REALITY, LOVE is the only thing in this world thats cover upaLL the pain and makes us feel wonderful again.

This is what i always teLL my HEART..
>> NEVER LET THE ODDS KEEP ME FROM DOING WHAT I KNOW, IN MY HEART I'LL WILL MEARNT TO DO SO.. =D

WHAT IS LOVE ??
For me, LOVE is LOVE is when soneone breaks your heart and the MOST amazing things is that you still love them with EVERY BROKEN PIECES.

XOXO JAJA SATSUKE

2009-07-23T19:02:00.002+08:00

THOSE THAT IN MY LINK,

JAJA LOVES YOU ALOT.

XOXO JAJA SATSUKE !

TO ALL OF YOU !

2009-07-23T18:50:00.001+08:00

This hand its so touchable.

its between me & him.

2009-07-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

THIS IS MY PROMISE TO HER.
MY ONLY ONE BESTIE!

2009-06-29T19:14:00.007+08:00

Just Friends vs. Best Friends

A 'just friend' says hi..., hello..., bye... and walks away...

A best friend always stops by your side and asks how are you doing?

A 'just friend' has never seen you cry.

A best friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A 'just friend' thinks the friendship is over, when you have an argument.

A best friend knows it's not a friendship, until after you've had a fight.

A 'just friend' hates it when you call, after he/she had gone to bed.

A best friend asks you... why you took so long to call.

A 'just friend', when visiting, acts like a guest.

A best friend opens your fridge and help themselves

A 'just friend' is jealous about your romantic history.

A best friend wonders of your love story...

A 'just friend' expects you to be always there for any help.

A best friend is always there, wherever you require any help.

A 'just friend' doesn't have time in his or her busy schedule.

A best friend always have time for you in his or her busy schedules...

A 'just friend' phones you whenever he/she has some work.

A best friend calls you often just to hear your voice...

A 'just friend' doesn't have anything to talk to you on the phone.

A best friend doesn't know what all to finish...

2009-06-29T18:48:00.008+08:00

♥ since primary school ♥

Childhood friends are forever!

i mean forever ever.

♥ mIE and my BEstie ! ♥

we've had our fair share of rough patches but there are times when I needed her and she just seem to be there. She makes things so easy for me even when I'm down depressed to the rock bottom.i appreciate that she's there for me and also in my life for a bestie.

SHE's EVERYTHING TO ME !

2009-06-16T18:09:00.020+08:00

My ex giving me the LAMEST reason ever .
That time i plan to patch back with him but then he had a new replacement . it doesnt bother me aniway .

soo , there's were one tyme he called me and he want to met me the next day . so , i said to him okayy .
Then i met him the next day after my curriculum time .
i met him at his place . guess what i ask him ?
i ask him for a ptch seyy .hehe ! =D
soo , i ask her how you and his gerl then he said that he broke with her alredy .
so i though this is my chance but guess what the following day ? i go and met his gerl and tok abt this . but his gerl said they didnt broke up . not even asking a break .
i were shock !
so i tell him that it time for him to choose between me or her .
but in the end he choose her .
and the reason is that im not listen what he said when we were together .
Then i said to him you shud tell me what .at least i know .
but he take that F**king gerl instead .
i know her attitude but i just kept quite . let my x felt her f**kin attitude .

IF HE REALLY DO LOVE ME . HE SHUD CHOOSE ME INSTEAD OF HER
BUT THEN NOW I REALISED THAT
HE IS A SWEET TALKER AFTER BREAKING UP WITH ME
JUST TO KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO SAID
NO HONESTY ON HIM !

2009-06-14T23:43:00.006+08:00

JaJa cayyyangg kamuuu !!

♥ 151208 ♥

he's everything to me !

you wiLL be aLways in my heart !

JaJa aLways Love you no matter what !

2009-06-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

few things hurt more than the betrayal of a friend,
especially if it comes from a friend
whom you have allowed yourself to be vulnerable.
it is hard to say
what makes a friend turn again a friend.
if you have been lied to or deceived
by someone you trusted,
know that it isn't your fault.
i once had a friend turn on me,
and i could not for the life of me figure out why.
it seemed completely random.
she refused to speak to me,
thereby making it impossible for me
to ask her what the reason for her behaviour.
i suffered so much.
it was like i was fighting an invisible battle.
i knew things were being said behind my back,
but no one was talking honestly about what was going on.

2009-06-06T06:11:00.002+08:00

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

2009-06-04T03:24:00.005+08:00

if the day should come when you need me my dear

you'll know that i'll follow .

i wll be there .

dont ever let there be doubt in my mind

cause i'll remember you .

you will always in my heart .

he's my everything .

2009-06-04T03:04:00.004+08:00

i'll remember you and dear that's forever true .

you're the onLy one that i'LL always miss

and

i never thought it would feel like this .

i'LL be there for you

NO matter what ypu've going throught

in my heart , you'LL

always be forever

BABY I'LL REMEMBER YOU !

2009-06-01T18:35:00.005+08:00

i love my babyafiK !
15 definitely my day !
ayyg love youu alot !

muaxxxx !
he is everything to me.
he came to my life and guess what ?
he bring alot of love , care & hope.
he my everything .
i didnt care how big or small fight we had in past or present ,
but i definitely know that my heart is for him .
he's mine !
JaJa LOVES AFIK !

XOXOXO *JAJAFIK*
151208

2009-06-01T09:26:00.005+08:00

For me friends come together to learn and grow with one another ,
to lighten each other's loads and brighten each other's days.
It is a big responsibility to be a good friends .
it is only by being a real friends that we can truly give the gift of our friendship .
By being yourself is a process and is not a destination .
Always ask yourself this question ,
who am i ?
what are my values ?
what do i believes in and what i consider important ?
what do i like ?
what are my hobbies or interest ?
how do i spent my time ?
and so on so for .
There's another way to know yourself is to know your boundaries . Its important to know our limits .